ya im a failure in life. the stress.  who cares how others are doin. but when those close to u are doing so much better n u dun recieve reassurance it feel damn bad n stress.

i just wanna be rmb but those close to me. feel.love from them.

just when i thot my life is gettin better.

for these few days it just drop to a new time low.  nites of tear.  just wanna hav everythin back to last few weeks. when i slp with smiles on my face. knowing tml will b a better day.

is it just so hard to have to made do with things in life when they dun get up to ur expectation... you own self say 做人随便一点. but u just wanna pick on stuff. 

my own hse soon. with u. tts my plan.