seeing ur best friend relationship turning out bad... im affected. im scared. im afraid of losing u.

a message from u to let me know u r thinking of me is good...

putting in the wrong effort?

im.doing my best... to make up for other stuff...

sometimes i really dk why i do stupid stuff.

wat was i thinking.

要求不多。只要你想到我，尊重我。

ya im a failure in life. the stress.  who cares how others are doin. but when those close to u are doing so much better n u dun recieve reassurance it feel damn bad n stress.

i just wanna be rmb but those close to me. feel.love from them.

just when i thot my life is gettin better.

for these few days it just drop to a new time low.  nites of tear.  just wanna hav everythin back to last few weeks. when i slp with smiles on my face. knowing tml will b a better day.

is it just so hard to have to made do with things in life when they dun get up to ur expectation... you own self say 做人随便一点. but u just wanna pick on stuff. 

my own hse soon. with u. tts my plan.

i just dun lyk to lose temper. rather keep a smile on my face by being naive n carefree.

is it tt hard to do that.

keeping quiet to avoid big fuss.  bottom them up.

i dun hav alot in life. but when theres anything... i would want u to be the first to noe. to be there.

waiting for u...

i really wanna see the sun.. with you... more time with you...

sigh...

dun noe if u will ever read tis... i really really wish we have more time tgt... lyk really spending more time when we can...despite how busy we may be.

got such thing as national.day wish?  if there is i just wish to spent more time with u before i go in.

没关系。。。

不想多讲。。。。

go too far and i will have a hard time catchin up with you.

i will try my best.