Always giving in. Never understooded by others.

Really wants to find someone i can talk to at home... A sibling i can talk to . Crap to. Play with. Hangout with. Give me advice. Help me. Damn. Just a whole lot of my wishful thinking... Never really gonna happen.


Maybe deep down inside i ain't tt strong yet... Thought tt i was able to just become stronger by believeing in myself. Making others believe in me. But i dun even dare to depend on my self anymore. How to let others depend on me.

Fk up ...