FAILING BIO TEST
PASS(OR SHOULD I SAY FAIL CUZ I SCORED THE SAME MARKS AS HER) A MATHS TEST

today start school again 'yeah'(sense some boredom coming ...)

common test coming too'yeah'(this is pure boreness)

i am sitting alone behind 'yipee yipee yeah'(superhappy...can sleep without disturbance)

annual camp coming 'super happy'(this is for real)

ROD IN JUNE (SAD... :( CAN BARE TO LEAVE ...BUT MUST STILL LET GO)

nothing to post today cuz super sian ...almost slept in the morning but after recess hype liao

now sebei sianzz...cuz mum working ...then must wait for her to come back ...until now still very happy bah (i think)
but i think the festive season in me is going down soon ...dun noe y ...but i will make it last until the end of cinese new year ...i think i should be able to do that ...hais....

now just put up some pic for you all to see...very funny de
i saw this lock at my cousin house...toy wan ...but quite nice isn't it
hmnn...this toy dog ...oso at my cousin house...but...it drops hair...if not super cute..haha


now final photo ...my nephew i think k1 or k2 this year ...super clever de...but ...not as clever as me..haha





现在,我的生活已经完全不受我的控制,也不再我的掌控自内.
因为,我以把生活的意义交还给别人.

祝大家新年快乐=)

恭喜发财
红包拿来=)

别跟我拿，
我没有。











如果拥有的东西总有一天会失去，
那我宁愿不要拥有。
因为
我讨厌失去的感觉。

我必须振作起来。
不能再跌下去。
但是没人帮。
怎么办呢？
求求你，
帮我。

事情已经发生，我也不想过问。
最近很闷，好像完全没有生活的意义。
读书的意义是什么？
我问了问自己，但是始终找不到原因。

也许，读书完全没有意义。

我现在不想多管，也不想去问。
只希望一切能变得想以前一样。
没有压力的生活。
到底在哪里？
我想要的生活到底在哪里？

今天很闷，没有太多东西讲。
只能提醒大家







明天有数学测验。我必须及格。不能拿少过一半。一定要赢笨（ben) 哈哈大笑

希望明天会更好=)

welcome back the guys who only slept for 3 ~4hrs for sec 1 orientation camp...me js jlee kaiser and wei jie selpt from 3 ++in the morning till 6 am only ...now sibei tired sia....morning wake up liao straight away go do sai gang job...sibei sianzzz...clear sand used for camp fire...

on the first day of camp ....we do the following tings~~~
morning till 12 or 1 (forgot exact time liao) :was the station master for a game played at bishan park ....quite fun ...but hai dao wo almost lose my voice from all those shouting ....starting few classes very high ...cuz just start mah ....but slowly as time goes by ....the voice get softer n softer n softer...but as a professional station master ...i did not let that affect me at all...so i continue to do my job ...hehehe..and if you all believe wat i wrote above ...you all can open your window and jump off right now...haha

after that we went back school slack for a while ...where by we start the real sai gang work ....
campfire need lots of sand ...and i really means lots of sands....so we started by moving empited rubbish bin to the sand pit to get sand ...but me and js damne fucked up with the first bin of the sand...

sand is quite light in a sense that we can take a lot at one time....with our hands...but on yesterday ,,,it proves us wrong...the whole bucket of sand weighs more then 15kg bah i think and it took a total of 6 ppl to move the bin from the floor up the trolley when it is full so you guys can imagine how tiring it is to move sand...

i swear by the name of my ass that i will nvr ever ever ever play sand again ...wtf...
then slack till the campfire start ....still miss my sec 1 campfire sia...where we throw kar chun (ah ha ..i still remember how to spell your name...lol) damne high ....seeing this year de...not as high as our batch de...but certains things still improve ...lyk the involvement of psg ....and the highlight bah ...linedance ...all the uncle auntie dance lyk they only 20+ nia....

then slack at ava with jlee and js...and junwen...talk abt poly and uni....wtf ...i dunno i want to go uni a not sia...but if dun go lyk at big big disadvantage sia...hais...then i still havn't decide which course to go for poly sia...very stress and pressure...although i think i interested in engineering...but other then that i dun think got other course which r interesting for me...and i got think of go business b4 ..but the eng need a bloddy b3 and above....wtf ...with my standard of eng...i can pass already happy till underwear drop down liao...

siannzzz..then today go for the career conference thingy...sibei bo liao sia...almost sleep thorugh out the whole thing ...

b4 i go ...heres some pic for all to see and enjoy...it was taken when we were moving sand and we were playing so we did this


haha...js plz dun scold me ...haha

and here the vid for all





i lyk the rainbow at the start of the vid...very nice

today si bei boring sia...morning till afternoon rot at home ...si bei sianzzzzz

so today actually nothing to update de...maybe after sec 1 orientation camp jiu you le....hmnnn
until now i still havn't let my mum send the consent form sia...

ii just relieased that yesterdae post no video sia...so todya need post two ..to compenstae both

today when library study ....yes ...you nvr see wrongly.....
I . TAN CHIN KOON . was at the library studying even though exam is not ard the corner

study chem today ...cuz i only brought chem there...too lazy too bring all the books there...but halfway through my studying..went out of there to brief my precious (pui....haha) partc abt their camp...damne funny through out the conv...cuz they ask a lot of question ....there the ans is quite obvious...

after that went for a maths tuition ...damne fuck up there ....the relief teacher lyk sai ...1 n a half hour ....he teach and go through lyk 6 question...still make a lot of mistake...lyk abt 5 of out the 6 question do wrongly...wtf sia....not prepared dun come la...waste 30 bucks going there learning stuff which the teacher had gone through in the previous lesson...fuck sia..........










i tan chin koon hereby declare that i am going to ace my o lvl with :
3 As(for both maths n combined science)
4 Bs(chinese ,combined humantites, bio , eng(hopefully))(hopefully)

preparation for the abv things will happen as soon as the annual camp is over...
but maths and combined is starting ....when the next sunset occurs.....

so ...lets get the books opening ...and brain juices coming

double post today ...cuz i think i must share this with the whole world...such a pity he has died ...hais....

toobad ..cannot show ...you all go the place your self ..nvr go really regret

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0eXDXEzgYB8

today trial period...evrythings turn out fine ...but with a small cockup here n there ..but ..still manage to attract a few sec one to join ...hopefully the strength can increase...

finally found someone to teach me bio and chem le...maybe will not fail le...but must still study on my own ....then can get better result...

lazy to post liao...cuz now listening to opera...very peaceful ...you guys should to them more often ...

yesh....finally watch red cliff II yesterday ...wih jh ben yang yang js....quite nice expecially the part where they start to fight using the fire...the scene where all the boat was on fire was lyk a super duper huge camp fire...damne sui ...(blow whistle~~~)

then after watching the movie got something damne funny happen....when we walk out of the cinema ...there was someone who was walking just beside us as though nothing had haooen at all....then when i ask the person where is his bag ....all he said was just shit and quickly run back to take his bag ...then the others was just there laughing lyk hellllllllll.....

the someone who i was talking is none other then LAI JOON HOUNG joker sia he....
then today he nvr hand up the chem worksheet so need do two copy....then when he finish de shi hou ...his pen ran out of ink .....wtf .....then me jlee ben js was there laughing at him again....

the last most luckiest that happen to him is that when he was tearing his chem homework from the foolscape pad...the paper almost torn into half...lol....super funnnsia.....

now for the most serious thing that i am going to post here.....


i think i am gonna fail my sciences already ....i dun get a fuck wat the teacher is teaching ...the teacher just keep going on n on n on n on n on n on ........x5851651984118941

only for the maths i paying attention ...the science i struggle to listen ...but still useless..hais....i think i going to jump down liao....

some ppl plz help me.....

now time for another video ....enjoy

yo ...finally cca orientation over liao....good jobs guy ...hope this year intake will be higher than last year...and when you guys see this post means that something is coming...STUDYING arghh...
and i am doing my eng compre while doing this post...

don't say that i am lazy to do my work ....say that i just took a break b4 i am tired=)

cuz eng is damne sian ...tml o lvl result out hope all my friend pass...then can remain in higher mtl ..."pray " pray"... since i am visiting youtube now adays...

i am gonna posta video each time a blog
"is that a deal"
"deal "

so the start of my youtube era is now ...begining with a song ...hope you will enjoy it

i **** the new ava system of working...it sux...here a song for all..that i lyk..






CCA ORIENTATION coming soon ...2 more days...may the best one win

wtf...every body chioning h/w sia.....and study too...wtf....only me slacking....cannot liao...must chiong....

sec 4 really stressful sia...how i wish now o lvl finish .....

the freedom...no more cooping up at home mugging.....the 1000000000000000ttons of pressure on my shoulder....how relax is it ............

imagine,,,,,it is llyk a unlimited holiday ............the feeling damne shiok.............so a good student am i .....is off to study liao ........goodnight alllllllll.............

this is a video that i have been searching for a long time....it is a music video which is based on a online story ...very touching...but the story is all in chinese....so just take your time to read...





在一个非常宁静而美丽的小城，有一对非常恩爱的恋人，他们每天都去看日出，晚上去海边看夕阳，每个见过他们的人都向他们投来羡慕的目光。

可是有一天，在一场车祸中，女孩不幸受了重伤，她静静地躺在医院的病床上，几天几夜都没有醒来，白天，男孩就守在床前不停的呼唤毫无知觉的恋人，晚上，他就跑到小城的教堂里向上帝祷告，他已哭干了眼泪。

一个月过去了，女孩仍在昏睡着，而男孩已憔悴不堪了，但他仍然苦苦的支撑着，终于有一天，上帝被这个痴情的男孩感动了，于是他决定，给这个执着的男孩一个例外，上帝问他：“他愿意用自己的生命去交换吗？”男孩毫不犹豫地回答：“我愿意！”上帝说：“那好吧，我可以让你的恋人很快醒过来，但你要答应化作三年蜻蜓，你愿意吗？”男孩听了，还是坚定地回答：“我愿意！” 天亮了，男孩已经变成了一只漂亮的蜻蜓，他告别了上帝便匆匆地飞到了医院。女孩真的醒了，而且她还在跟身旁的一位医生交谈着什么，可惜他听不到。

几天后，女孩康复出院了。但是她并不快乐，她四处打听着男孩的下落，但没有人知道男孩究竟去了哪里，女孩整天不停地寻找着，然而早已化身成为晴蜓的男孩却无时无刻不围绕她身边，只是他不会呼喊，不会拥抱，他只能默默地承受着她的视而不见。夏天过去了，秋天的凉风吹落了树叶，晴蜓不得不离开这里，于是他最后一次飞落在女孩的肩上，他想用自己的翅膀抚摸她的脸，用细小的嘴亲吻她的额头，然而他弱小的身体还是不足以被她发现。

转眼间春天来了，蜻蜓迫不及待地飞回来寻找自己的恋人，然而，她那熟悉的身影旁站着一个高大而英俊的男人，那一刻，晴蜓几乎快从空间中坠落下来，人们讲起车祸后女孩病得多么严重，描述着那名男医生多么善良、可爱，还描述着他们的爱情多么理所当然，当然也描述了女孩已快乐如从前。 晴蜓伤心极了，在接下来的几天中，他常常会看到那个男人带着自己的恋人在海边看日出，晚上又在海边看日落，而他自己除了偶尔停落在她的肩上以外，什么也做不了。

这年的夏天特别长，蜻蜓每天痛苦地低飞着，他已经没有勇气接近自己昔日的恋人，她和那男人之间喃喃细语，他和她快乐的笑声，都让他窒息。
第三年夏天，蜻蜓已不再常去看望自己的恋人了，　她的肩被男医生轻拥着，脸被男医生轻吻着，根本没有时间去留意，一只伤心的蜻蜓，更没有心情怀念过去。

上帝约定的三年期限快就要到了，就在最后一天，蜻蜓昔日的恋人和那个男医生举行了婚礼。
蜻蜓悄悄地飞进教堂，落在上帝的肩膀上，他听到下面的恋人对上帝发誓说：“我愿意！”他看着那个男医生把戒指戴到昔日恋人的手上，然后看着他们甜蜜地亲吻着，蜻蜓流下了伤心的泪水。
上帝叹息说：“你后悔了吗？”蜻蜓擦干了眼泪，“没有！”上帝又带着一丝愉悦说：“那么，明天你就可以变回你自己了。”蜻蜓摇了摇头说：“就让我做一辈子蜻蜓吧。”

有些缘分是注定要失去的，有些缘分是永远不会有好结果的，爱一个人不一定要拥有，但拥有一个人就一定要好好去爱他，你的肩膀上有蜻蜓吗?


from :http://user.qzone.qq.com/617312206/blog/1198809068

Finally back after a long time...a lot of things to write abt so ...if try to get a bolster next to you to sleep on when it get realllllllly boring ....( i am laming )

happy new year to all

i think i am the latest to say happy new year ...hehehe....cuz lazy mah .....damne xian ..last week 4 days of trg...mon , tues , wed , and fri ,,,(anybody getting sleepy???) becuz need rush for the COP....need do alot of things lo...rehearsal until the whole body lyk tearing off liao....all the fight scenes do liao ....better go see docter ...ltr got side effects from too many fall ...LOL...but going to the actual event liao ..so must work double hard .....after COP can rest ............oppps..........did i forgot to mention that this year is a very important year .............it is the year of ........'O' lvl.............wtf #%$+++=>/:">!33%$%#^%^$%*#$%$%&&&*%$#^^&( in case you dun understand wat it means...come ask me personally)

yesterday first day of school ...damne "excited"..."miss" school very much until i almost everyday come school -.-.....for trg.....change sitting arrangement ....now sitting next to window....and near to the door ....so good rite...then the whole morning lyk wasted sia....teachers keep checking attire and turnout...so "bad" ..."can actually use the time to self study wan lo"

really xian ....new year still got tuition ....wat the fuck .......lucky after tuition go ben house slack...talking abt ben house...i think i and jh holiday go his house for dunno how many times lo ....everytime go swimming liao ...go his house....trg cancel go his house....b4 go watch movie oso go his house....got com and laptop ....got PS2 so fun ....the coffee shop food oso very nice....











new year liao.....sec 4 liao ....must be more matured (got see that jh and ben ...matured) must make new year resolution ....lyk wat i say in the start ... i am the latest to post abt new year ....so my new year resolution start as from effect from the time i finish typing this post....

1st:past combined science and bio .....been failing them for the past few common test....now last year liao..either make it or break it.........

2nd:hand over the company to the next batch without any troubles...(although this is still long)

3rd:get above 55 for eng...must past english ....

4th:the most important one.................say no evil anymore....must be clean with my words....

5th:get into a good poly(still long....this one is interlink with the 1st and 3rd...)




b4 i go ....just a word of advice...

hardwork is always greater then talent ...
and success is always greater the failure