welcome

2011-12-27T22:47:00.001+08:00

Why bother? I can just fucking slp imat the playground. I might even feel more home there. At least i cancontrol my stuff...

2011-11-27T20:10:00.001+08:00

The urge to reply everything u tweet

2011-11-27T19:50:00.001+08:00

Maybe i didn't say it b4. But im fucking jealous rite now. And i don't think i can get anymore space in ur heart. It makes me wonder if i even had any space.

2011-11-26T20:24:00.001+08:00

Although its onli awhile... I miss the 2 oovoo calls we made. :)

For now i can onli look back and smile at how happy we were (i hope) ...

2011-11-10T21:18:00.001+08:00

Lower expecations. That way you won't even feel anything if nothing really happens. Get it?

2011-11-10T21:15:00.001+08:00

The habit of being alone when i am
Losing it. Fk losing it over something small. Damne. Guess tts how petty i am.

2011-11-10T21:10:00.001+08:00

Keeping all in as usual. No onw bother to ask i won't bother mentioning. Seems like it has always been this way. Ask me and i might not even tell everything. Would you still ask?

2011-11-10T20:42:00.001+08:00

So. Waited for an hr. n not even a sorry? Cool... i like that.

" dun fking take my kindness as my weakness" - booker t

2011-10-29T14:56:00.001+08:00

Fuck myself. Need anger management

2011-10-21T22:21:00.001+08:00

I really hope we can talk it all out. Sibling talk don't they. You are one of my true and closest friend and i don't wanna lose you. Or am i thinking too much again. Cause you know, emotion don't travel through texts.

2011-10-21T19:03:00.001+08:00

Im not a good friend. Not a good brother.

2011-10-21T00:52:00.001+08:00

All i needed was a talk. Now i got it. That makes me happy. Reasurring me.

2011-10-21T00:48:00.001+08:00

原來一切都是自己想出來的。但是外面好了。家呢？家裡還是冷清清的。

2011-10-21T00:14:00.001+08:00

Settle

2011-10-21T00:13:00.001+08:00

找了人，人卻沒回應。看來注定一人。

2011-10-20T21:57:00.001+08:00

And i thought you understand me.... guess not.

If i onli wan to talk to you. it onli means that i treat you more thn a normal friend. i treat you like a real sibling from a different mother... isn't that how things work? or am i wrong. plz tell me so i won't continue make the mistake. even better, i will stop treating you like a sibling.

2011-10-20T21:49:00.002+08:00

当我总于以为我找到一为知己。却没想到原来一切都是幻想，幻觉。一切都去的太匆忙。我就不能在朋友的幸福中沉淀再久些吗。让我在走前感受到快了。

当我说不，就不能再问多一次吗？只少让我觉得我还是存在的。。。

2011-10-20T17:56:00.001+08:00

Just hated how my words n emotion couldn't get across thru texts. It seems like, and really that with more inprovement in technology, more people are getting used to them. Fake lols. Fake hahas. How many time do you actually mean them when you put them down. Was it all just to make things less serious. The atmoshpere. The ambience.

The best invention should be one that will allow people true emotion to get to others straight. Without observation. Just straight to the point. Perhaps it will help people like me who don't talk to many people.

2011-10-20T17:29:00.001+08:00

有時想講講話都覺得沒人會聽。那我就閉上嘴吧。

在家也一樣。在外面也一樣。無人了解。無語了。

2011-10-20T17:27:00.001+08:00

So thats how the game 'life' is play eh... Got it. Can i quit the game now?

2011-10-20T17:25:00.001+08:00

Whos with me when im gone...

2011-10-20T14:00:00.002+08:00

School. whats the point of coming? when i realize that throughout most of my studying years, i learnt 70% of stuff on my own. 30% coming from the teachers when clearing doubt.

No feel in coming here anymore....

Stay at home also the same.... everytime at home when i talk will always kenna rebuke.

Almost all conversation will almost end up in a quarrel, if i do not stop.

Both House and school, means nothing at all. Just places to spent my time. Day after day, weeks after weeks, months after months.

A lot of anger, mood, emotion... can't get it out verbally?

Get it out physically. Let the pain remind me that the problem is still there. Until the moment that i don't feel pain no more. Then thats when the problem is solve. -period-

2011-10-19T21:23:00.001+08:00

Not gonna talk unless spoken to. For every word that come out of my mouth is always deem as rude. Nonsense. Unwanted.

2011-10-19T21:08:00.001+08:00

Be truthful with ourself. How many true and close friends do you really have? I can count them within 1 hand.

2011-10-19T20:17:00.001+08:00

Ok. Im irritating. I can observe.

2011-10-19T20:15:00.001+08:00

Got so much things to say. But i don't wanna just say them out. I wanna talk. Just talk.

2011-10-19T20:01:00.001+08:00

Is gonna get out of all of yall life. Hopefully that's gonna make yall better. If not even greater.

2011-10-19T19:03:00.001+08:00

Sometimes its not that i don't laugh with them. I just don't feel like. I will be like putting on a mask. A fake front.

No one understand how i feel. I'll be surprise if you do cause even i don't understand myself.

3rd day of school. Really no feel of going school again if i don't enjoy myself. Hard to be myself. Continue this way and may consider not going school....

2011-10-19T15:12:00.003+08:00

Keep your temper in check. Chin koon. Don't lose it.

2011-10-19T15:12:00.001+08:00

Fking sian. 早知道不要來了

2011-10-19T00:05:00.001+08:00

We. Live in this house. But are we in the house?

2011-10-19T00:02:00.001+08:00

My disappearence should be in the best interest of everyone. At least 1 less person for them to remember.

2011-10-18T23:39:00.001+08:00

Feels that i will lose my friends... Assure me thats not happening plz....

2011-10-18T21:24:00.001+08:00

Never really been good at communicating. Now with the improvement in technology. I find it hard to convey emotion through them. Never really been a good person at telling people problem. I have a vision. That when i graduate, ...........

2011-10-18T21:20:00.001+08:00

Sometimes i feel like a fucking bitch. Perhaps i should just stop observing things around me. And just get on with this life.

2011-10-18T21:18:00.001+08:00

Human being. We care about others. Thats what make us stand out and different from the millions and millions people. But why do we care?

Which come first? Care or feeling? We care regardless of feeling or we feel thats why we care. One is dependent on each trait, but the sequence gave it two very different meaning.

Is caring a trait that is dominant in all human? I don't think so. If not why would there be so many heartbreaking incident throughout the world.

2011-10-18T21:04:00.001+08:00

No one understands me. I can feel the changes in me. Getting more and more short tempered. Losing mood over nonsencial stuff. Feeling fk every now and then. I should just stay away from all, right? Don't drag others who has a wonderful and good looking future. I shoud just...... Die.

2011-10-18T14:54:00.001+08:00

Fk sian.

2011-10-16T08:02:00.001+08:00

They say communication is the link between people. I have lost that link. They don't understand me anymore. It feels like ... No... I have to put on a fake front in front of them everytime. I can't take it anymore. Just wanna run away from home.

2011-10-15T23:31:00.001+08:00

Yap. Always like this. Wonder abt my future. And i thot friends are made effortlessly. They will be there. It doesnt seems to me tis way... Or am i wrong right from the start

2011-10-15T23:16:00.001+08:00

It has come to that night again. Why

2011-10-15T23:01:00.001+08:00

So much things to say but no one here. At all.

2011-10-15T22:37:00.001+08:00

If i was gone, none of all this would have happen. All happy no saddness no quarrels. Maybe my existence was really just an unwanted part in their life.

2011-10-14T16:23:00.001+08:00

Ever since that incident. I feel like my temper ain't control by me anymore. It has become something like a loose cannon. Erupting when i don't want it to.

2011-10-14T01:57:00.001+08:00

Whats with the recent trend of 'friends become strangers' its that time of the year isn't it?

They can't always be there for you. They got their own friends too.
So why treat them like you own them. They ain't yours. Just be glad that they care about you and that is more then enough.

That bring me to this question. Who choose friends for us? We choose ourself or they come to us? Get my question

2011-10-14T01:43:00.001+08:00

Worth it? Or not?

Couldn't sleep...

Just feeling the same old shit. Maybe that ain't any other shit. Its the real me. Sometimes laugh at ppl who complain that their always alone. Whats wrong with it? We didn't choose to be alone. Well, i choose not to be in a crowd. Infact i think crowd is a place where mask are put on. Where people starts to get ontop of people. Climbing over them. Stepping them. Pushing them down.

Ya i noe all choose to be in groups cuz of various reason.

Fk it. Maybe im just a hypocrite, a fucker for writing all these. Fuck this world fuck this blog fuck me

2011-10-14T01:32:00.001+08:00

ithoughtiwonyoubutsadlyno.
Loneliness you won. Happy?

2011-10-14T01:25:00.001+08:00

Im
Sad
And
I
Dun
Noe
Why

2011-10-11T15:42:00.001+08:00

Maybe its not that you've change.
Its the real you.

2011-10-07T18:23:00.001+08:00

Want to talk but realise there is no one at home. Hard to talk eh

So many movies but who to watch it with

2011-10-07T17:56:00.001+08:00

No mood to run... Why

2011-10-07T17:33:00.001+08:00

Thoses voices in my head.

2011-10-06T22:23:00.001+08:00

Destination: home

But journay taken's gonna be different from others.

2011-10-06T22:22:00.001+08:00

Freedom is so near to me now. But its gonna close soon.

Sometimes i wonder whats making me so dread of going home...

2011-10-06T21:42:00.001+08:00

Truth: there wasn't even a jam.

I just didn't wanna go home so soon.

2011-09-22T20:51:00.001+08:00

Always wanted a sibling... At least someone to talk to face-to-face

2011-08-30T22:20:00.000+08:00

But no one would listen, 'cause no one else cared

maybe i expected too much...

2011-08-23T12:18:00.001+08:00

learnt. dun drag others down with me.

2011-08-23T01:27:00.002+08:00

knew it. no one cared. i didn't exist. just wish that i could change for the better. really hope so. didn't want my life to turn out this way. why don't i think clearly before doing that.

fml.

end all now.

2011-07-31T18:51:00.001+08:00

hmmm... a family dinner? wat type of dinner do you call it when i just sit down there and eat and didn't even open my mouth to talk for 4 hrs....

guess its me against the society.

2011-07-20T13:31:00.002+08:00

Life's like a show. A drama. All of us humans are actors and actress. Who's telling the truth? Who's telling the lie? No one knows. Not even themselves.

“某地上空一隻小小的蝴蝶扇動翅膀而擾動了空氣，長時間後可能導致遙遠的彼地發生一場暴風雨。”

如果我从一开始就不存在这世界上，你的生活肯定会过的比现在更好。

2011-07-14T22:43:00.002+08:00

Try imagining a life where you come to an "empty" house each day. No one that understand you and no one to talk to. Where all just opposes of your "wonderful-as-they-name-it" ideas. How does it feel likes? Whats the difference living there and loitering around? Maybe i expect as much as i put in. Did i even put in any? Damne ya' I am irritating. I'm full of shit. I don't belong anywhere.

I just wanna be mattered.

2011-07-08T14:25:00.002+08:00

FMl .. cani quit school

Emotion

2011-07-07T21:01:00.002+08:00

Perhaps it was my thinking. Despite being my "big" day, wasn't really feeling "big" after school.

Maybe its the environment i grown up in.

Alone, aloof, having minimal interactions with people, no one to talk to when feeling down, no one to share happiness with, getting shoot down by parents all the time, not trusting me.

what i did was to build up boundaries to protect my self from danger, although i dun noe wat type of danger lurk out there, i believe that if i were to strike a fear first, it would be a great start for self defense.

Took a walk only to get my hearts out, was on the same track for the whole period, feeling that the lyrics relate to me in alot of sense.

"" im just so fucking depressed
i just cant seem to get out this slump
if i could just get over this hump
but i need something to pull me out this dump
i took my bruises took my lumps
fell down and i got right back up
but i need that spark to get psyched back up
and in order for me to pick the mic back up
i dont know how or why or when
i ended up this position im in
im started to feel dissin again
so i decided just to pick this pen
up and try to make an attempt to vent
but i just cant admit
or come to grips the fact that i may be done with rap
i need a new outlet
and i know some shits so hard to swallow
but i cant just sit back and wallow
in my own sorrow but i know one fact
ill be one tough act to follow
one tough act to follow
ill be one tough act to follow
here today gone tomorrow but you'd have to walk a thousand miles.

think im starting to lose my sense of humor
everythings so tense and gloom
i almost feel like i gotta check the temperature of the room just as soon as i walk in
its like all eyes on me i try to avoid any contact
cuz if i do that then it opens the door for conversation like i want that
im not looking for extra attention i just want to be just like you
blend in with the rest of the room maybe just point me to the closest restroom
i dont need no fucking man servant tryin ta follow me around and try to wipe my ass
laugh at every single joke i crack and half of them aint even funny like hahhhhh
"marshall your so funny man you should be a comedian god damn"
unfortunately i am i just hide behind the tears of a clown
so why dont you all sit downn
listen to the tale that im about to tell
hell we dont gotta trade our shoes
and you dont gotta walk no thousand miles

nobody asked for life to deal us with these bullshit hands we're dealt
we gotta take these cards ourselves and flip em dont expect no help
now i could have either just stayed at home sit on my ass and pissed and moaned
or take this situation with which im placed in and get up and kick my own
i was never the type of kid to wait by the door and pack his bags
and sat on the porch and hope and prayed for a dad to show up who never did
i just wanted to fit in in every single place every school i went
i dreamed of being that cool kid even if it meant acting stupid
and edna always told me keep making that face and it'll get stuck like that
meanwhile im just standing there holding my tongue trynwa twalk like dwis
then i stuck my tongue on that frozen stop sign pole at 8 years old
i learned my lesson then cuz i wasn't trying to impress my friends no more
but i already told you my whole life story
not just based on my description
cuz where you see it from where your sittin its probably 110% different
i guess we would have to walk a mile in eachothers shoes at least
what size you wear? i wear tens
lets see if you can fit your feet""

Where do we have emotions? to love? to feel? to get hurt each time we feel down? to spread the happiness in people by influencing others? to get shoot down each time we accomplish something that WE ourself are proud of? to feel praises coming from others?

Thoughts have been running thru my mind each day each nite, just keep thinking about the past. Y do i still linger in the past when its the present?

I can't change the past.
I shouldn't be feeling regretful for not taking the first step.
I should have reach out more, not stucking my head back into my own shell each time i feel like coming out to you, each time i should come out to you.

Oh shucks, the past have gone damn right it have past.

i need to stop thinking about it. Damn.

how can i stop when my mind isn't at peace with itself.

just finding a space to jot down all my feelings my mind my thoughts my emotion, all scramble up in a here. didn't feel like telling anyone as i feel like an "attention seeker" if yall get wat i mean so i decide to just put it here and hope that someday someone will hopefully past by this shit and say this to me:

" hey, i read ur blog post. i feel u."

it may be short but hopefully the one who says this truely knows wat i mean i feel and wat i going thru.
Shucks, no one will ever really walk in someone elses shoe if yall get wat i meant.

there ain't no way that u can tell a story without leaving out any details and putting in the real emotion that u felt at that moment.

You simply can't.

Oh well's ....lets just hope that some one will get to see this. maybe a min ltr, 1 day ltr, 1 year ltr, or maybe , it will never be read.

lets see how long.

2011-05-09T21:58:00.000+08:00

Did i piss you off?
If i did. Just tell me and i will disappear from your life.
Forever.

2011-05-09T00:01:00.001+08:00

its been a long time since i cry for someone i like.

2011-05-08T21:52:00.000+08:00

PLZ Stay strong, stay happy! :)

New journey

2010-04-18T20:40:00.001+08:00

Renovated my blog to prepare for the new journey.
Next chapter of my life.

just fo fun =)

2010-03-26T20:54:00.001+08:00

updating for fun using my macbook=) lol

Late

2010-01-07T23:27:00.001+08:00

hereby wish all merry christmas n happy new year

yes, i noe i am super late but is becuz i too busy liao
lol

reserved/ officially updated!

2009-12-16T00:42:00.004+08:00

this long awaited post will be reserved . when i feel more stronger tml morning.
:)

/edit

yoyoyo back to posting after missing for 20 days
during these 20 days i managed to : collect all prom pic, FIND A JOB , PRIMARY SCHOOL OUTING

there will be no prom pic here cuz all are uploaded on other ppl facebook n it is seriously overdued

pri school outing ...very excited for it ...went bowling n pool
first time pool-ing .quite fun leh lo
thnx nicky for 'sponsoring 'one table of pool .
due to a lame bet by joshua

then after tt some left n the remaining went k box!!!!!!
havn't been thee for a long time liao ...oso had buffet there...

so there lyk overall...
let the pic say something now

group pic at bowling

a pic with deshawn when he is leaving soon

a final group pic after pool

at pool with pk ...

me n nicky 'arm wrestling ' to see who pay for k box..another lame bet by joshua

AT K BOX!!!

LOL...
so tts abt all ..
then the next day
which is a tues ..some of us went to the gym to work out cuz we had too much last nite...

after tt slack ard for a while b4 cabbing down to watch couple retreats ...

bao hui scam me sia ..say the show very nice...

i watch almost until lyk sleeping liao ...no 高潮de lo

very sian ..

after tt slack ard again b4 going home .

today !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sibei sian ...
neeed work alot longer to compensate yesterday the working hrs...

siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
lol

but it was all worth it !!!!!

finally a song tt can i feel describe abt childhood when we r all grown up or something lyk tt la
if u dun get wat i am saying

just enjoyyyyyyy it =)

it is all over n done with

2009-11-26T20:41:00.002+08:00

all done

lives bored now

everyday on com oso dunno do wat ..hais

just realised tt i have been neglecting this space for a fucking long time lol ...

will come back 'regularly' to update haha

prom over yesterday ... quite fun ...first time sleep so late ...

opps i mean so early ...abt 5 + in the morning ....

but after so long i onli managed to get hold of few pics ...

but for now ...this pic owns !!!!

last nite

2009-10-14T23:37:00.001+08:00

tml's de end of sec 4

make it an memorable one

farewell guys

soon

2009-09-22T22:48:00.001+08:00

A WARNING TO ALL:

THIS BASTERD IS COMING BACK TO THIS PLACE SOON

AS SOON AS HE FINISH ALL THE THINGS HE NEED TO DO

REALLY SOON

when life get boring (fucked life)

2009-08-26T20:03:00.004+08:00

fuck ss
need to memorise so much thing
sibei sianz
now onli 50% finish
if lyk tt i for test 50% kao textbk 50% kao crap liao la

i studying gobal health n bonding

plz all pray tt gobal come out for seq

if come out all oso happy

tio bo

lol

need to treasure time liao

no time

need to spent wisely liao

no time

when ,....fuck

if i continue spending time here

I AM FUCK-ED

just to entertaint all

after a period of hardcore fucking with ss

this is wat happen to my desktop

Opportunities = ARK

2009-08-15T23:05:00.003+08:00

today went lib again ...need STUDY LIAO lols abit random

but being random is a good thing

ppl will not noe of wat u r thinking n u can hide your real feeling

yeah this is total randomness

lack of sense of predictability

lol

random random random

need to study again liao

lol

another random

actually my purpose now is to share something with the ppl here

just watch evan almighty

very de meaningful

FYI:guy in white is 'god'

especially this part

"If someone prays for patience, you think God gives them patience?
Or does he give them the opportunity to be patient?

If he prayed for courage, does God give him courage, or does he give him opportunities to be courageous?

If someone prayed for the family to be closer, do you think God zaps them with warm fuzzy feelings, or does he give them opportunities to love each other? "

this one oso but this is actually edited de got one part from the start n another from the end

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=905v6CtiZt4

opps ...

cannot copy n put here

but the main point is

we cannot chnge the world for everybody ...
but kindness can change the world for one

ARK

one Act of Random Kindness

so this is random

lol

CHANGE THE WORLD

smooth?

2009-08-13T22:53:00.004+08:00

attention to all ....this three ppl have been spotted terrorising macdonald drive thru playground

all parents plz look after your child when they r playing there

these three r highly dangerous criminals do not engage with them wait for support

lol

a lame starting

just to post some overdue pic

i am begining to hate eng lesson now she sux man scared Os coming man

need to start man

maybe i should stop here n start sleeping b4 i start studying

or should i do it the other way round

lol

i just relaised tt we bio student have studied almost the whole human body

the eye
lung
stomach
small n large intestine
kidney
private part
heart
liver
blood vessls
how they transport blood
how they get unwanted things lyk U out of there
how we feel pain (not applicable for ben )
how we grow

n etc etc

oh man

the body sux

cuz of the name tt we need do learn

got so many of them

zzz

so in conclusion

it sux

saw this mv

quite got story line

maybe next time i at hollywood liao can use this mv to shoot a movie

lol

NEXT TIME

saying goodbye kills

2009-08-10T22:25:00.002+08:00

how i wish there is a shop that sells family happiness n peace in this world

it hurts to see them quarrel

yet i can do nth abt it

it reall hurts

anything tt make me feel sad makes me wanna listen to chinese song

for

2009-08-03T22:53:00.000+08:00

for those who wan the pic plz go to this link for the pic

thnx for cooperating

http://s531.photobucket.com/albums/dd360/nonorobogop/ndp%202009/

thannk you very much

ndp 2009

2009-08-02T23:08:00.004+08:00

just reach home from NDP 2009

watching it from the audience seat is obviously different

the feeling the joy the happiness

ok a bit exraggated

full day activity so just seat back n relax n see

lets start from the morning

9(the original time we r suppose to meet) wanted to buy movie tickets to watch hangover de but due to some unseen situation lyk PPL OVERSLEEPING

we decide to makan first

suddenly we recieve msg tt this ppl is reaching soon so we ask hikm to wait there

reach cinema le

yeah so we went to watch this show

now face another problem

THE HANGOVER IS A NC16 SO HOW

n onli 4 of us there r above 16 so wat did we do?

haha no ttelling u wan noe jiu come n ask us ba

bought ticket liao jiu went swimming

(sorrie hav to stop here first cuz i oso got unseen situation so bb for while)

yeah yeah yeah
back le

now going into main topic le ndp 2009

first time viewing feel really diff n this time oso diff

got cc ppl celebrating with us n it is at yck stadium

quite special ain't it

so lets stop talking n let the pic do the talking (this mean i am super lazy )
btw pic may not be in sequence so if you do not see the link between pic dun ask y

finally finished with the pic

after tt we went back for a second swimming session with our USED swimmming eq
dunno y the lifeguard tt day quite strict a lot thing cannot do zz

after tt we went dinner n home sweet home ...
so tt all for the nite bb

ps: saw chio bu at yck cc haha

first time~~~

2009-08-02T00:18:00.002+08:00

tml wil be the first time in my AMKSS history tt i will be viewing the NDP parade

for the past few years i have been involve in it some way or another

tml will be a eventfull day

fully packed

no space for others

now my blogger is back

hopefully can last ...hehe

so gonna sign off first ...hopefully i rmb to bring my cam for tml

then can give this blog some pic

haha

understand

2009-07-27T19:01:00.000+08:00

hate to face it
admit it
fight it
or even talk abt it

but

PRELIM R COMING (if jh is seeing this he will be cursing at me haha)

spent abt 15 min thinking wat to do ...finally think straight liao but ..

thinking is thinking

doing is another case liao

need to do is something i mnust psyco myself everyday

NYP i am coming for you

wooooiii

2009-07-26T22:24:00.003+08:00

one short post i go n kill myself with the stupid bio text ....

this is a significant post ...

it is a post worth celebratiing

cuz

it is my first post posted using MY LAPTOP ...HAHAH

no jealousy plz

another 16

2009-07-20T00:00:00.000+08:00

finally another one joining the '16 family'

happy birthday jh haha

pain~~~

2009-07-17T21:34:00.002+08:00

there is something up in my ass n ...it is cuzing great pain ....i think is the skin break la ....po pi ...quite pain lo ....

zzz...that was random ...

today went back to check out ...saw kah yong ....the ex ex ex asm ....lol....come back here pk push up with part a ...lol

then talk abt lots of things la ...from our batch link all the way to dunno whose batch ....very long history ...

just now i managed to achieve something big ...

i ate vege for the first time in my dinner....n ....it turn out not too bad...just not used to the taste ...maybe few more days jiu adapt liao .....

use to be such a carnivore ...eat meat onli ...
n slowly becoming omivore liao ....eat both ...

100 days left to Os....

1 more month till prelim ...

i noe everybody will start shouting at me for saying all this taboo things ....but lets face the fact

IT is coming ...

(that is a reminder for me ....to remind how much time i have in this school ...to finis wat i have started)

not much time left ...should i or should not i ?

choice

2009-07-14T20:38:00.002+08:00

poly or jc....i bet most of us are thinking abt tt now ...but once Os is over ....nobody will be thinking abt tt man ....everybody will just be thinking abt how to spent the long long holi ....enjoying ourself n hanging out with friends...

some of us will still be in contact ..while other might just mia suddenly without contact ..hais...

100+ days left ....study? tt a good question ....play? another good question too

august comin soon which mean prelim coming soon ...need to start now? or go my own pace ?

the first seem a better choice but ...is the mood rite? who noes man

坚强
多几个月就自由

push all away

2009-07-09T21:55:00.002+08:00

just finish watching push on tudou ...certainlly a nice movie ...

OG ..so many movie coming up b4 Os sia...dunno can watch all anot...if wan watch need start save money liao lo ...ltr mum not sponsor me any movie jiu sibei jialat liao ...lol....

yesterday ss ec was crap ..n really CRAP...i think we were just there to let the teach learn how to talk n improve his thick skin ....he was practically talking even though the whole class was talking with him too...

4 mth left....need to get into the best condition tt i have nvr been to get into n pass out ....

damne prellims...just fack off all things that do not go along with me ...

beat me or be with me ,

results

40+ days (wt*)

2009-07-08T20:42:00.003+08:00

now finally 16 liao

next time watch nc16 no need ...opps...cannot say too much ...ltr cinema ppl come catch me put me in jail lol...

lyk previous years ...had a small small party at my cousin ...

recieve a mp3 player...the sony type one ....ya ya that kind one ....(lazy find pic haha)

then vanessa gave me a bag of sweets ...thnx

school sux now man ....extended cirriculum n homeworks sux man ...

saw this phrase some where ...very got the inspiratiion very touch the heart

"live in the moment cause you don't know how much you love someone until they're gone"

really got meaning sia ....now need to trg liao ...

maybe coming back after Os

but still got Os

hais...

dunno can get into engineering anot ...

hais.............

how i wish time can turn back to b4...

when nth happen ....

hais

but very special ...must listen

sweet 16~~

2009-07-07T00:00:00.000+08:00

OFFICIALLY

16

wantss

2009-06-27T23:54:00.000+08:00

need a time management book or something similar....

need to manage now

i mean N.O.W.

realisation

2009-06-26T22:52:00.001+08:00

just realise some thing ...

the pic are too big for my blog ..so wat i am going to write ltr is just some that waste space ..lol...

so ...
it is gonna start now ...

ready ....set ....go...

THIS

IS

CALLED

WASTING

SPACE

TO

SEE

THE

PIC

AND

MY

LINKS

AND

MY

TAGGY

AND

MUSIC

THIS

SHOULD

BE

ENOUGH

LOL

RODed SENIORSSSSSSSSSSSSS

2009-06-26T21:37:00.003+08:00

OFFICIALLY ROD ON 25/6/09

nth can express my feelings now....cuz it has been a long time since i see freedom knocking on my door ..lol

did not manage to strip a single person due to unseen circumstances....how lucky the charlies were haha

so now let the pic tell the story ...WARNING HEAVILY PIC POST WATCH AT OWN RISK

so ...i started posting at 9.44 ...see wat time will i end

starting of the day

special note to the above pic ...it was taken in the early morning when we were at mac n some of us just dooze of ..lol

now going into parade and pasing over and marching out

now in de ava room and after that ~~~

the pic below was taken b4 the nite...

now the guest book

presents

a piggy bank from part A

a shirt from part B

a packet of potato chip from my disciple honyu

part c oso got present in the form of hamper ...but we onli took some and give it back to them ...haha

after rod we went swimming or should i say spaing for me ...
then sakura for the whole dinner course 6+sit until 10 ..lol
eat until the whole stomach sibei full ...

wait for bus oso cannot stand up ..lol....

so no more pic already ...gonna talk abt wat i did today ..

today ...went movies with ben yy js jlee watched transformers revenge of the fallen (or something lyk that)

super nice ....good graphic good sound effect ... and most impt ..the girls are chio (wohoooo) being random lol...

after that went ben house slack till 7 + then go home ....lol

time check ..waaa

almost 11 pm

took so long

lol

the nite b4 ~~~

2009-06-24T22:53:00.006+08:00

tonites gonna be the last nite of being a spec

the feelings quite good ...keeping it easy ...just hoping the next batch of leaders will bring up the company n continue wat we layed for them ...hais...

hope tml will hav a good time ...

gonna update tml after coming back from ROD

YEAH BOI

ITTTTTTTTTTTTTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

ROD

FOR

DELTAS

08~09

rmb this?

a really short post

2009-06-24T00:31:00.006+08:00

I

REALLY

NEED

A

NEW

MOUSE

FOR

MY

COMPUTER

omg

2009-06-16T22:11:00.005+08:00

lame title ...dunn need to care abt that ..while waiting for my movie to load ....i decide to post abt today ..

today was a very exciting day ....fought with hooligans who hang ard ben house when walking home ...

it happen cuz i was actually looking ard for exciting things (one of my habits) n they got my attention as a large group ...curious....i look at them for a long time (some may wan to use the word stare) then they saw me looking at them ....they started moving forward ...some clunching fist ...others cracking hands..me seeing something was not right ...decide to run away ,the best choice that i see....but being a slow runnner...they soon caught up with me...n beat the hell out of me ....butttttttttt again ....me being a 'trained ' fighter....only got a small cut in my hand ....which look lyk this

aiya ...small thing la...should be fine in a few day de.....

now gonna post some pics which should be on this blog a long time ago ...

recently ncc land has become a temple....with 3 monks joining us ...

this pic was taken abt 2 weeks ago ....but the length of the hair is still abt the same haha...

now gonna check out my injury le ...see if got any internal bleeding boh ....

HIGHLIGHT THE WHOLE POST BELOW THIS SENTENCE

p.s. : the injury was actually caused when me n jh decide to fight using eagle claw n tiger punch ...he the eagle n me the tiger

yawning"ohhhhhhhhhh"

2009-06-12T23:06:00.002+08:00

life boring nowadays ....everybody is mugging for Os...me still here slacking ...sibei fcuk sia...y must hav o sia ...make ppl feel pressure ...then no mood study liao -.-

went swimming today...i think i swim very strange sia...onli my hand moving de sia....my leg is lyk sometime move move nia...nvr help de...after go SLACK ...REALLY SLACK ....wonder how long i can slack lyk today sia...when term start liao i think will be pressured by everybody ard me to mug liao ....but simply no mood la....zzzzzzzzzzz

best is now faster finish o then got abt 6 mths to rrest ....but the 6 mth will really rot sia if everyday stay at home...ltr my butt cell fuse with my chair....haiyo ...so early think of this for wat ...now better get myself to study bah ...if not sure cmi de...

gonna attend np rod tml ....

then in the 4th week is land rod liao ....but it falls on a thurs so plz show your support for us n attend plz...

saw this vid ...i heard some cry when watching the vid sia...so funny ....will get touch by this la but how cry sia...super funny ...so just watch the vid bah

week pass~~

2009-06-10T22:59:00.002+08:00

one week has past n i havn't done anything yet ....oppps...thats a lot of time wasted but no use mumbling now cuz i can't reverse time althoough i wish i could~~~

rod coming soon le ...

o lvl coming soon le

tml then continue post bah ...now no inspiration ...

wasting time~~~~

2009-06-02T23:52:00.002+08:00

this 1 week is a complete waste of time....it does not have any meaning cuz obviously no one is in the mood to study .unless teacher completing syabullus.

this afternoon more waste time...afternoon wanted to watch deathnote online(i noe i am slow but who cares) in the end my body tireness got the better of me n soon i realised the time is 6 +? sibei sianz wasted time...then watch the manga oso can watch until sleep ....this is a meaning ...a signal ....that i am old liao...

really old....

maybe the next time i sleep will be when i am playing game online(that sound exaggrated)

so dun expect this week post to be fill with exciting things..although that nvr happen b4 lol...

ps...

Insectosaurus is super cute de lo...
must go watch hor ...monster vs alien super nice

DO IT MAN

2009-05-31T22:25:00.002+08:00

Os tml n she is beside me nagging yayaya....

GONNA CLEAR IT IN 1 GO ...NO SECOND CHANCE....HOPE ALL OF CHINESE LANGUAGE KNOWLEDGE DUN PS ME TML ...I NEED THEM ....

COME ON GUYS WE CAN DO IT (a bit gay here but ...who cares=])

bottomless

2009-05-30T14:03:00.002+08:00

damne that bottomless pit of desire ...htf do i fill that pits of her ...

ptc offically sucks...but things r going at my own pace ...who cares abt her ....this my life...

gonna use this period of time to lay back n relax b4 going to study mood again (do i ever hav that )

wat is the definition of gangsterism? or students?

is there a clear line between them ?

some ppl chose to stand on either sides ..while others chose to stand ON the line ...

if thats the case . wat do they belong to ...

or in the end .

the appearance is all that matters.

r heart n mind that matter ...

wats the diff n definition?